Tuesday, January 24, 2006 / Tuesday, January 24, 2006
every single line tt pops up behaved like a needle.
the anger she vented may appear to be her old usual doings.
n tt '
sorry' after the venting session is over.
but it left me in
pain.motionless.disappointed.
she juz couldnt wait fer me to finish my lines in the beginning of the conversation.
gd intentions were being overlooked.worst still. overturned.
i didnt know i acted like a
irresponsible, selfish person to her.
nv felt so terrible after such a long time.
the pain inflicted went deeper n deeper n deeper. as the lines pop out 1 by 1 continuously.
heartlessly.esp when she HAD to emphasize
'at least' and capitalize
'ATTEMPT' in 1 of the needles she poked into me.
a nice conversation i wanted to have was screwed up juz like tt. juz like tt. nt even giving me a chance to console her abt wrk n things like tt.
yes.it screwed up juz lidat.all i wanted to say is. my sis wana meet her tml. n i will be coming. followed by the thoughts tt i missed telling her the night b4
cuz i needed some time alone den.
i didnt noe wanting some time to calm thoughts dwn could be a crime.till juz.
but i guess nw. oni the msg tt 'my sis is gonna meet her tml' makes pt nw.
nw i wish some1 will stand in frt of me to kill me more den u do.
classes? early slp? at this rate i am feelin now? tell me wads tt man.
teach me to forget n forgive.if nt. i need peace.
